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tricia :D
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Sunday, February 14, 2010

heyy peeps!
happy chinese new year and happy valentine's day!
today
i awoke at 7.48am
then went back to sleep
haha
then 10 woke up
went to church
got bullied by my brother in church
haha
then went to grandma's house
ate so much food
then went to my grandaunt's house
my uncle made my cousin cry.....
joked and my cousins gambled
i wont have the chance to gamble (:
cause parents dont like
and i dont want to....
LOL
then after that
went back to my grandma house again
ate junk food again!
hais
then went to my the other grandma house
ate steamboat
haha
only ate the abalone
LOL
then later i keep eating junk food with my cousin
then watch show.....
then after that came home liao
....
sad right?
hais....
so little hong baos....
whats worst is my hand have few scars
cause
LIM ZHIJIN
i ask her scratch one time
she go scratch me five times
then leave scars and i have to lie to my parents....
but after all that happened
i feel that what she did is right...
i cant make up my mind whether to ask or not
i have never felt so sad for a chinese new year before
even though my ex broke up with me before chinese new year
but i have never felt so lonely and sad before....
my cousin knows what is happening to me
but when we see each other
we keep quiet
cuase i thinks he knows that he cannot say out a single thing
if not i will start crying
start getting emo again
my cousin knows that i am there
feeling lonely
thanks cousin for all that you did for me (:
you are seriously a good cousin (:
going around getting hong baos
i got bullied by cousins but not the one who cares for me
although getting bullied lifts my spirits a bit
i am still not in the chinese new year mood.....
i feel so argh!
as much as i want to know his answer
i dont have the guts to ask him
as i am afraid i will cry once he answers me
my cousins says
if he is really jioing someone
and then he accepts me
i am just substituting the girl
i get that part
but i really hope it is not this way
even if he accepts me....
he thanked me for my present.....
what does it mean?
nothing right?
zhijin said he smiled when she passed him my present
is she trying to lift my spirits?
or is it true?

thanks jayden and ryan!
you have given me good advice when i am feeling down
feeling upset
trying to lift my spirits
but i could not....

thanks all those in school trying to make me happy
but all you see is a 'fake tricia'
i havent been really happy these few days.....
getting angry for no rhyme or reason
and at the cny celebration....
i couldnt help but feel sad....
cause it is like
i suddenly feel lonely
me sitting there
playing with my nametag
i have been eating a lot of chocolates
these few days
but nothing is working to make me happy
....

did you know when i see you outside of your classroom, my heart became happy
not sad anymore
seeing you, lifts my spirits....
timothy say i am not sure of this relationship
or my love to you
cause i did not tell my parents
but i think they know
when i talk to my cousin about you
they read it....
i take relationships seriously
timothy says i took it too seriously already
but i guess this is what i am
only too you, i feel so serious....
i dont know why....
i wrote another confession....
only iris, juanqing and maybe zhijin knows about it
i really cant stop my tears when i am thinking about you...
cause of what you said
saying you dont like me....
treating me negatively
all these stuff
i feel so miserable
zhijin trys to cheer me up....
but i cant be happy....
i broke down in front of zhijin just the other day
crying during my chinese supp
and the next day
i go crazy
cny eve
drank red wine
tried to drain my sorrows
but in the end
i only act siao
nothing else
....