ha!
finally got my hard lens yesterday
this morning wear like not comfortable
chat with iris till 12 midnight...
morning
went to school early
sit there listen music && me and iris staring at each other
then we start our quarrel about the timing...
later zhijin and syazwani came at the same time
then zhijin needed to go for maths
then she waited for winnie come then go
...
chased her away
then later siti came
talked and help them revise ss
then later me and syazwani went toilet
the other time
it was me holding the ss paper
now it was her turn....
then go toilet
no toilet paper
so wanted to go the other toilet
and there
syawani: eh...
then i turned and saw him
him him him! he didnt see me though i think
then later i run up
...
ncc was there dancing
after that i was standing outside the toilet
looking at him
dots
then went down
ncc was still dancing
i resisting not to laugh
then went back..
say i saw him then later when want to flag raising le
i told zhijin han lu and juanqing almost took photo yesterday
then zhijin ask what photo
i say nuo zhao (naked photo)
then she cant stop laughing le
then iris said
better dont make her laugh
if not sing national anthem
she will keep laughing
and guess what
she did....
went for mother tongue
my hair almost got cut
then later got ppl find me
ask me go down
i didnt
then start writing the letter
ss
didnt pay attention
then later we recess
i walked out of the classroom
looked at third floor and shouted..
then went for recess
then later reading
still writing
maths
finished writing
got back a maths test
28/30...then later me and zhijin go pass the letter to him
english
cher scold us
actually is scold nicholas, jiong yi, edwin, firdani and suntha that group
then scold end
me and juanqing went canteen first
do my public duty stuff
then juanqing go pei zhijin, iris and priya train voice
then later i go find them
me and afiqah sit there type the name out
then later afiqah went in
i sit there emo
then almost on the verge of crying le
zhijin go pull me say why i emo
then really cry le...
but stopped after that
i didnt want them to worry so much about me
...
went lot after that
didnt eat
went to library
sit there
read books
cried a bit
juanqing say my eye teary...
i dont know loh.
then later went to buy food and went home...
gave him a letter today
my first thought: sure get a negative reply le.
have i lost so much self-confidence in myself?
dont dare to ask the answer...
i want to be with him,
i really do
cause i really love him....
XOXO
tricia
♥ our lips must always be sealed
6:44 PM