today raining!
father sent me to school
reached school
the classroom empty
alone ):
then after that
almost fall asleep
then iris came
then talk talk talk
then after that
syazwani came and went
then i started crying )):
iris comfort me
confiscate my tissue
dont let me cry
then later syazwani came
then she comfort me
after that
flag raising
a maths lesson
cannot concentrate
then english
cannot concentrate again
e maths
got do assignment
but anyhow do
then recess
forced to eat
by zhijin
then later geography
did open book test
then chemistry
went to the lab
kena bullied by suntha and firdani
then bio
never pay attention...
after that went to find mency lee and stuff
then sit in canteen
then after that mother tongue
then went to mother tongue
talked about oral and stuff
then went canteen
went to sjab room
put bag
went to change
then after that went for training
quite fun bah
but i suppressing my feelings nia
then after that went out with zhijin
-.-
went to eat pastamania
then after that went to library
saw someone i didnt want to see
then we studied in the library
iris came
then went to meet juanqing and sara for dinner
i started bring emo...
zhijin tried to cheer me up
no use...
then after zhijin finished her homework
we went to rooftop garden
they eating
i just sat down
then i started crying le...
someone called him
he didnt answer
i really really hope we will go through all these challenges together
i dont want you to suffer alone
seeing you suffer alone breaks my heart
i really feel helpless, hopeless
i want to know the truth why you are doing this loh
why cant you tell me?
):
iloveyou and i dont want you to suffer alone...
then someone called clement
then someone else
-.-
all ignore him
then after that zhijin and juanqing went to take photo
went to NTUC while waiting
bought sweet for zhijin
then after that
take the photos
then went back home...
came home
sis' boyfriend inside
watching show with her
i no mood de go inside the toilet
...
then after that
on com and then started talking to siew shuen on the phone
thanks siew shuen for all this time ...
thanks zhijin for trying to cheer me up
thanks all those who are there for me..
i really appreciate it...
but the person i really want isnt among those...
)):
i want to know the truth...
can someone please tell me the truth...?
XOXO
tricia
let me know the truth
let me go through all these with you
iloveyou and i want to go through all these with you
i dont want you to suffer alone
let me be there by your side...
...
iloveyou.
♥ our lips must always be sealed
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