Sunday, December 26, 2010
my life, had never been easy
just when i finally had the courage
to tell you all those
i cant believe my own eyes.
what i said
what you said.
i just cant believe you think that
having one is just tying you down
when different people, different situations.
i am someone
who just needs you to care for me
love me,
for me to be able to run to when i need help
bad experiences
i learnt from them
i dont need you to always go out with me
just when we both are free
we will go out
otherwise,
i dont need you to report to me where you are
i just need to feel cared for, loved for,
just need to feel that, i am worth something in your eyes.
just need to feel that you have your trust on me and i have yours.
i just want to feel secure.
thats all i want, is that even so hard to ask for?
♥ our lips must always be sealed
12:33 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2010
why is it always like this?
好心没好报
ugh
i cared about you
thats why i said all those
to make you stop falling deeper for her
instead
you did
you yourself said it was awkward de...
and there you are,
loving her
thats what you claim,
you claim you would love her for long ehh?
time will prove it
lets see about that
this is what you truly want is it?
for us to quarrel till like this
till there is nothing that can salvage it?
i really dont understand
i cared for you
and this is what i get in return
is caring a crime?
said all those just to make you not think of her
said all those just for you to know its impossible between you and her
and i got back fired...
ugh!
XOXO
tricia (:
♥ our lips must always be sealed
12:20 AM
Saturday, December 4, 2010
haish, my blog is dead! :D
holidays are a bore!
have been doing homework
and now, watching my 7th drama!
gonna watch the 8th one soon...
hahaha
time flies...
i really hope i will be able to do well next year...
Lord, give me the strength and the wisdom..
amen!
hahaha, today went to school early in the morning,
went to meet yihui uhh...
then when we walked out of the toilet
the teacher wanted the in charge
then i bo bian, be in charge -.-
10 breads for 22 cadets
nice uhh
...
then was slacking slacking until lunch time
super hungry
ate laughed chatted
after that went back to the room
sat down, chatted with amalina and sara
talked about a lot of stuff
hahahaha
laughed until i stomachache..
after some time
we went to sort books
fun fun uhh
but tiring...
had dinner!
went to lot after that
laughters again.. (:
had fun today
tiring day too...
not going to cca tomorrow
going to church :D
i wanna eat seaweed!
LIM TIANNING! lets go buy milk tea!
hahaha!
now, im waiting for my baobei to come home uhh
she is coming back at midnight...
cant wait! (:
miss her like siao...
finally, she is back! :>
xoxo
tricia :>
♥ our lips must always be sealed
10:52 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
im super bored~~
haish,
i wanna go out...
i have to learn to stop repeating myself lerh
like my cravings...
hmmm
stop repeating lerh
im going to keep everything to myself from now on
..
guess that is better bahh..
i found out about that
thank you for saying something like that
vice versa uhh
try not to talk to you liao..
i have to put down everything and start a new life
but i cant think too much now
not feeling well
headache,
wanna vomit!
ugh!
off to watch show and talk to baobei lerh
XOXO
tricia
xuan! enjoy your trip yea?
must have fun uhh!
miss you lots, see ya soon! :D
♥ our lips must always be sealed
4:38 PM
Monday, November 8, 2010
love is a mystery
you will never know when you will meet the right person
today is a fun day
although im having fever
still went to school
had lessons
e maths
was kind of playing there
then english
went through content point
watched movie
i fell asleep
went for recess
ate with LOVEEEE (:
then went back class for elect
super boring ):
then after that went to limbang
bought food to go loveee's house eat
then after finish eating
we started crapping
watching show on the bed
lying on the bed and watch show
took photos
loveee, took my unglam pic! ):
LOL
had fun
with her sis too
was super funny today
hahaha
enjoyable day
after i went off from lovee's house
went to lot
at the LRT platform lerh
then tell me need buy dinner
so went to buy
and went home
super slack
super tired
no strength ):
haish
i need my rest
cant wait for next week! (:
XOXO
tricia (:
♥ our lips must always be sealed
10:45 PM
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
im in love (:
lol..
i got into a relationship status with baobei shavon (:
hahaha...
today
lesson
fell asleep in mr lui's lesson
then after that
mother tongue
slacked in com lab
recess
didnt get to eat..
then after that english
got into band 2
was quite fun
cause after he taught finish
watch video
(:
after that went to pei shavon
eat ice cream
then went home lerh
sian diao luhh at home
mange to get some sleep though
but im still super sleepy ..
haish
im officially sick! ):
now i no voice liao...
flu
sore throat
i wanna die :/
...
nevermind
XOXO
tricia
♥ our lips must always be sealed
9:17 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2010
loveee
this is for you (:
dont forget to smile ((:
today was fun fun fun
it was a blast
went to school
then got a present from zhijin
damn cute, damn nice
thanks a lot my dear ((:
love yea (:
then after that had briefing and stuff
then went for dragonboating
3/7 were planning on how to make me
then in the end
on the boat
the boat stopped,
they singed happy birthday song to me
then splashed water at me
was wet
..
had fun (:
hahaha
then when leaving
they sang the song again then splash water again
this time, the instructor splashed water...
i was super wet luhh..
sorry for those who got wet because of me ):
after that, went to change
then went back to school
did the cca cert
then went out to eat with iris, juanqing, sun wen and jingmei
met shavon later
went to eat pizza hut
after that
met siew shuen and zachary
then went around lot
went to the playground
was like talking
then siew shuen and zachary was on the other side
then siew shuen suddenly came over
then she suddenly pour powder at me
then zachary did the same too
hahaha
had a blast at the playground too
after that went to eat yogurt
iris and zachary left
left me, shavon and siew shuen
then we went to the basketball court
something made me super pissed off
and im glad i finally said out
i didnt want to
but i guess i did
i dont want to give in anymore..
seriously..
but anyway
after that
me and siew shuen went to lot
went to kiddy palace
bought myself a present!
hahaha
then went to eat KFC
treated siew shuen
was like playing with the money at the counter
ate then walked around
went to the void deck
and talked (:
cheer up my loveee
treasure the times now kay? (:
love you lots ((:
thanks everyone who celebrated my birthday for me
love you all lots ((:
XOXO
tricia
♥ our lips must always be sealed
10:45 PM